I hate being sick! It’s almost a week now. What I think I hate about it is, when you’re alone, you realised how important it is to have someone take care of you. I’m sick now, with the flu now the infection and in terrible pain, I have to take care of myself. I have to feed myself, go to work, do my grocery, and I’m thinking looking at my laundry if I should do them now… but the pain and the fever is stopping me. I need to feed myself tonight also, and I have to cook. I have no one to do that to me right now. I have no one to take care of me right now. Only myself.
I will go to the hospital tomorrow and probably undergo a minor surgery of my infection. This trip to the hospital will be done alone, by myself. No one to hold my hand and squeeze it to ease such terrible pain.
All this thought occurred while browsing movies to watch and came across The Big Wedding. I do not know what this is about but reading the word “wedding” made me think why people get married? Why two people commit? So probably, when you’re alone and sick, you realise the importance of being with some, loving someone loving you back, taking care of you and you taking care of them.
Being alone and living alone sucks at this moment in time. I just wish I’m married now, or committed to someone to be with me in weary times such as this.
Ok. Im pathetic. Bye.
I need somebody to love.
Like that Bieber song.
I cant promise anything like the moon or the stars> I can’t write you a symphony or a love song. I can’t promise the world to you. But this I assure I can promise…